In one of the Gospel episodes it basically states, "They went in search of Jesus". Many in Jesus' day searched for him. Seems after a miracle or two, he was in high demand. Even his enemies searched for him.

I feel like I have been searching for him more lately. However, this search has taken a different path. I've been searching more for the "real Jesus". I say the "real Jesus" because I've had a deeper realization lately that perhaps I've allowed traditional views of Jesus blur the true nature of who he is.

One way this search has been pursued was by laying aside the particular Bible I've used for almost 30 years. (It is one of most most treasured possessions.) Yet in my desire to experience Christ in a new way, I've been reading a simple paperback Bible. I've mainly read the stories and teachings of Jesus, trying to think afresh what it is he is really trying to say and what he must be like. I've been making notes and writing thoughts.

One thing about Jesus that has particularly struck me is his unpredictability. In his day to day interactions, he oftentimes is unpredictable in what he does. I've seen how I like predictability in life. I've wanted to make Jesus predictable for life. This has often led me to be a Christ follower in a "static" manner vs a being a Christ follower in a "dynamic" way. Predictability can minimize trust in the "here and now". While Jesus does offer me certainty of purpose and eternity, I'm hoping I learn to trust Him more in the unpredictable adventure of everyday life.